Lacuna

Não que eu não fosse feliz

antes de te conhecer

Só que era como se eu vivesse

meio anestesiada

Sempre tive muitos amigos

e muitas opções de lazer

Dinheiro na medida certa 

não me faltava nada

Gozava de boa saúde

nunca dormi no hospital

E brigas de família

só na ceia de natal

Eu queria deixar bem claro

Se não dá pra perceber

Nunca vivi em desamparo

Só que me faltava você

Não que a vida fosse ruim

antes de eu encontrar você

Mas também não era assim

como um final feliz de TV

Não andava emburrada

Não tinha motivo pra estresse

Tinha uma boa religião

agradecia a Deus em minha preces

Gostava de uma boa piada

Praticava esporte todo dia

Era boa em matemática

e não tão mal em geografia

Eu queria deixar bem claro

Se não dá pra perceber

Nunca vivi em desamparo

Só que me faltava você

Era meio surreal

uma lacuna em meu sorriso

E ter você, comigo, agora

É tudo o que eu preciso

Alguém com tanto carisma

Que me deixa tão à vontade

Me faz ver a vida sob outro prisma

Acho que isso

é amor de verdade...

 

Jaded

I’m so tired of being fooled

Of being taken for granted

‘Cause, boy you got me confused

And I don’t mean I resented

All the times you said you’d call

And I ended up with friends

I would have done nothing at all

If I hadn’t made other plans

A little bit of honesty

I would so have appreciated

So sick and tired of the mystery

This game you’re playing has created

‘Cause, boy I’m so jaded

Boy, you got me so jaded!

I can delete your number

What else am I to do?

To avoid falling for the temptation

Of getting easily subdued

By your conduct deviation

And your small talk, so smooth

If I don’t pull myself together

Oh, boy, then I am only doomed

Well, when I thought that mourning

Would be the only thing left

From a feeling that was growing

But now I see won’t last

I realized that you being phony

Has brought me something that’s a blast

So now I’m writing this poem

And in the shape of a song I leave you in the past

Oh, boy I was once glad

That you made me shiver with desire

Despite losing you is sad

Truth will be just under the wire

‘Cause, boy, I’m only thankful

The harm you caused me got me inspired

Uncool

It seems like
whenever I want your attention
I get it the wrong way
the wrong way
And you seem to get my intention
so it drives you away
it drives you away

What is it that you can't see
The sensitive girl inside of me
The person who wants to give it all
Maybe this is why we can't get on

What is it that you can't see
The generous girl inside of me
There's no one in the world that I want more
So maybe that's why I'm such a bore

It seems like
I get so uneasy around you
This is a shame
it's a shame
I feel like every step of mine's being observed
as though this is a game
is this a game?

I don't care
I just don't wanna look like a fool
But this just makes me look so uncool
What's in this to you?

What is it that you can't see?
The obnoxious girl in me?
The obnoxious girl in me...

Understandable

I'm not gonna let it bring me down

Or has it already brought me down?

I feel motivated to reach my goals

But I don't wanna go out

Don't wanna go out at all

I try not to think of you

Trying to pretend that you don't exist

Your mere existance makes me feel like this

It's not understandable

Is it understandable?

It's not understandable

Something I've created myself got more powerful

Than I can handle

My heartbeat changes with the sound of your name

And it's everywhere

How can you be everywhere?

Supermarkets, soaps, shampoos, cars, gums

I could chew you entirely

Instead I'm sitting here longing for your taste

Knowing these lonely thoughts will only go to waste

It's not understandable

Is it understandable?

It might be understandable

Something I've created myself got more powerful

Than I can handle

Could you please say yes

Could you please say no

If this is the way to go

Your maybes are so strong

Consuming

I can't live with the possibility of you

I don't wanna go on assuming

You want it as much

You don't want it as much

This rush

is wearing me out

It's not understandable

Is it understandable?

It's perfectly understandable

Something I created for myself

with anticipation

Got more powerful than I can handle

Please call me up

Don't make me give up

I'm not going anywhere right now...